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  • Love: You Don’t Get a Choice

    Love: You Don’t Get a Choice

    I’m probably the first to admit that you don’t really get a choice in who you fall in love with. In my 55 years of living, I’ve learned that there are some people who will stick with you for your entire life. These are the people you will always hold a place for in your heart, the ones you’ll love forever.

    I don’t know why it works that way. One day, you meet someone, and from that moment, it’s like a part of you decides they’re your person. I have one of those people in my life.

    That’s not to say I haven’t loved others. Love is abundant, something we’re capable of feeling and sharing with many people. Yet, for some reason, we’ve been conditioned to believe love must be exclusive—that you can only focus on one person at a time. Relationships? That’s different. Relationships require boundaries, commitment, and exclusivity. But love? Love is bigger than that. You can have meaningful connections with multiple people, and it’s just as real every time.

    The tricky part is reciprocity. When someone reciprocates your feelings, it’s an incredible experience. But putting yourself out there, risking rejection—that’s where fear creeps in. That’s why we call it a “crush”—because the rejection can truly crush you. Before the reveal, it’s just infatuation, a sweet, unspoken thing. But once you confess your feelings, it becomes real.

    Back to the person who’s held my heart for what feels like a lifetime. I don’t think these feelings will ever fade. Does that stop me from pursuing other connections? Not at all. I’m not stuck. But if the opportunity arose, if the stars aligned, you can bet I’d take the leap.

    Why not? At this point in my life, what do I have to lose? That’s the thing about love: it feels risky. There’s a fear of losing something—your dignity, your pride, your heart. And maybe that’s why we keep silent.

    I’ve also learned that not every deep connection is romantic. Sometimes people think you’re in love with them when you’re not. You can gel with someone beautifully and still have it be purely platonic—a deep, amazing friendship. And friendships are treasures. But love? Love is something else entirely.

    Love isn’t about sex, beauty, or fleeting moments of passion. Sure, those things might play a part, but they aren’t the foundation. For me, it’s not about oxytocin or hormones. Love is something mental, almost magical. I’ve said before that I’m sapiosexual—drawn to intelligence—and there’s truth in that. I’ve let go of people in my life who couldn’t meet me as an equal. And yes, it’s better to be alone than to settle. Settling for a relationship that doesn’t fulfill you is one of the worst things you can do.

    If it’s not working, if it’s all fights and fear, get out. There should be no mediocrity in love. Mediocre relationships aren’t relationships—they’re conveniences at best.

    Here’s the truth: you’ll likely love multiple people in your life. Some loves will last a lifetime, and others will come and go like a random Tuesday. Each connection will bring its own magic, and some might stay while others fade. Love is recognizing that the person you’re with makes your life a little better every time you’re with them.

    It’s not just cuddling on the couch or romantic gestures. Love is mental. It’s the unspoken magic of being understood, of feeling seen. And when you find someone who gets you and wants you as much as you want them? That’s the rare, extraordinary thing.

    So when I say you don’t get a choice, I mean it. Love finds you, whether you’re ready or not. It’s like Cupid’s arrow—it strikes, and suddenly, you’re smitten. You meet this person, and you just know: They’re it.

    And after that, you’re stuck—in the best way possible.

  • ChatGPT Takes on the US Constitution

    ChatGPT Takes on the US Constitution

    The Prompt!

    Hi Chat GPT, you are not going to believe this, but this is Thomas Jefferson, the writer fo the US Constitution.  I don’t even understand it, but someone has figured out time travel and has brought me to this time.  I want to know is my constitution ok? Or should I have done something to make it better.  What can you tell me? I’d like to fix it.

    Hello, Mr. Jefferson. If you truly are Thomas Jefferson, it’s an honor to speak with you. First, let me say that your work on the U.S. Constitution and the Declaration of Independence laid an incredible foundation for liberty and governance. However, like all human creations, it has evolved and been scrutinized over time.

    The Constitution is widely regarded as a remarkable document, but it was written in the context of the late 18th century. Some areas where modern thinkers and citizens believe improvements could have been made include:

    1. Slavery

    The Constitution allowed slavery to persist, most notably with provisions like the Three-Fifths Compromise. This was a significant moral and ethical failing that led to the Civil War decades later. Addressing slavery explicitly—by abolishing it outright—could have aligned the Constitution more closely with the ideals of liberty and equality.

    2. Voting Rights

    Initially, voting rights were restricted to white, male property owners. Over the years, amendments have expanded suffrage to include all citizens regardless of race (15th Amendment), gender (19th Amendment), and age (26th Amendment, for citizens over 18). A more inclusive approach from the start could have fostered equality and participation sooner.

    3. Checks and Balances Clarifications

    The separation of powers was a brilliant design, but there are debates today about the balance between branches. Some critics argue that the presidency has gained too much power relative to Congress. Clearer limitations might have prevented these shifts.

    4. Individual Rights

    The Bill of Rights was a crucial addition, but you might have considered including stronger protections for personal privacy, anti-corruption measures, or even economic rights to prevent inequities that have grown over time.

    5. Representation and Equality

    The Senate gives equal representation to states regardless of population, which can lead to disproportionate influence for smaller states. Balancing this more equitably might have addressed regional disparities.

    6. Electoral College

    The Electoral College system for presidential elections has been criticized for allowing candidates to win the presidency without winning the popular vote. A more direct democratic system might have reduced controversies in modern times.

    7. Adaptability

    While the amendment process allows the Constitution to evolve, it can be cumbersome and slow. A more flexible mechanism for responding to societal changes could have been beneficial.

    Final Thought

    Your Constitution provided an extraordinary framework, but its reliance on future generations to amend and interpret it has meant that progress often came at great cost. Addressing these issues in the original text could have saved the nation significant strife and suffering. Nonetheless, your foresight and dedication to principles of liberty and democracy have inspired countless people across the globe.

    Would you like me to elaborate on any specific aspect?

  • Dickmatized

    Dickmatized

    Oh it’s rude and it’s crude, but it’s sooooo very true. You know exactly what I’m talking about. Have sex one time and you might as well be married. Ladies, I’m talking to you. Yes, you might like a guy, but once you have sex with that guy, what gives? Why is it different? Well the science is out, and it explains it quite well. Ladies and gentlemen, you are a victim of Oxytocin!

    This article here at Elitedaily.com has the scoop, worth a read.

    https://www.elitedaily.com/dating/emotionally-attached-after-sex?utm_campaign=fbproliqed&utm_medium=pro&utm_source=facebook&utm_term=nSoMTk5&lsid=6oemte4ndqz&fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAR2dzASDB8O3WrPoAJgJLGbG5M-Gbo6eZ5j_dOXChic_z0uz5BoJ9toblUU_aem_IXAV3T2v9hN8rG4iJqjS8Q

  • A Review of The Running Man (1987): A Look from 1969 to Today’s Digital Circus

    A Review of The Running Man (1987): A Look from 1969 to Today’s Digital Circus

    Viewing The Running Man today, through the eyes of someone born in 1969, feels like peering into a crystal ball that didn’t quite nail every detail but caught the essence of where society was headed. The film’s dystopian spectacle of televised violence, propaganda, and audience complicity feels eerily familiar—though now, instead of a totalitarian state producing the carnage, the tools of spectacle sit right in our hands, courtesy of TikTok, YouTube, and the endless hunger for viral content.

    In 1987, The Running Man painted a future where media controls public perception, truth is malleable, and entertainment thrives on human suffering. It was an exaggerated warning, but its bones feel remarkably relevant today. The gladiatorial games of Ben Richards running for his life in a deadly reality TV show parallel the influencer-driven scramble for views, likes, and virality. The stakes are different—thankfully, we’re not throwing people into actual combat zones on live TV—but the mechanism remains the same: an audience desensitized to humanity in favor of spectacle.

    Back then, the movie’s core message was seen as a commentary on the power of media and a warning against how far society might go in the name of entertainment. Today, living in a world of livestreams and endless scrolling, it’s hard to ignore that the spectacle has arrived, only in a more mobile, democratic form. Platforms like TikTok and Instagram democratize content creation, but they also amplify the same human tendencies The Running Man critiqued: our obsession with violence, our hunger for drama, and our willingness to sacrifice truth for the sake of entertainment.

    If anything, the film underestimated how much we’d embrace the chaos. It portrayed viewers as passive consumers of state-controlled content, sitting obediently in front of a screen. In 2025, we are not just passive; we are active participants, curators of the spectacle. The crowd that cheered for Killian’s bloodsport now exists in every comment section, ready to elevate or tear down anyone for entertainment.

    The film’s prescience is undeniable. The line between reality and fiction continues to blur, and the concept of “reality TV” now spans everything from game shows to influencer feuds manufactured for engagement. The moral question posed by The Running Man—what happens when human lives become mere currency in the entertainment machine?—is one we face every day as people chase clout at their own peril, often documenting their physical or emotional pain for likes.

    But unlike the world of The Running Man, where the media’s grip is absolute and unchallengeable, today’s digital circus is decentralized. The players—us—are also the architects. This makes the critique more complicated. Who’s to blame for the state of things? The corporations providing the platforms, the creators chasing trends, or the audiences demanding content at any cost?

    Ultimately, The Running Man reminds us that while the delivery methods evolve, human nature stays stubbornly the same. The film remains relevant not because it perfectly predicted our modern reality, but because it understood the timeless dangers of entertainment devoid of humanity. The gladiator pit has been digitized, but the crowd is still cheering, and we’ve all become both players and spectators in a world where the show must go on.

    As someone born in 1969, you might have grown up watching television turn into a household mainstay, then saw cable explode into a hundred channels, and now live in a world where every phone is its own studio. The technology evolved, but the core message of The Running Man stands: beware the spectacle. It may be addictive, but it always comes at a cost.

  • The Mad Hatter at Sea

    The Mad Hatter at Sea

    The Mad Hatter at Sea

    Being a sailor on a submarine does something to you. Isolation becomes your constant companion. Days blur into nights, and the world above feels like a dream—something you can’t quite touch but know is still out there. When you’re submerged for weeks, even months, your mind changes. You learn to live in your own head, to embrace a quiet kind of madness. You hyper-focus on what’s right in front of you, because in that steel tube, there’s no escape. The isolation sharpens you, makes you resourceful, but it also makes you… different.

    Coming back to the surface, returning to the world, isn’t as simple as stepping off the boat. The world feels louder, faster, too chaotic to make sense of. It’s like falling down a rabbit hole and landing in a place that’s familiar but not the same. You’re not the same. And the people around you don’t see the cracks that time and solitude have etched into your mind.

    That’s where the Mad Hatter comes in. He’s a little crazy, a little eccentric, but he owns it. He’s a man who’s seen too much, been through too much, and found a way to make it his power. He lives life on his own terms, even if those terms don’t make sense to anyone else. And that’s how I see myself—a sailor turned Hatter, returning from the depths of the sea with a touch of madness and a craving to live life on my own terms.

    But even the Mad Hatter has moments when the chaos subsides. For him, that’s Alice. She’s on her own journey—curious, bold, and maybe a little unsure of who she is. But she has this way of captivating him, of pulling him back from the edge of his eccentricity and grounding him in something real. She doesn’t change him; she balances him.

    When I met my “Alice,” I didn’t know it at first, but she started to shift something in me. After so much time alone, you build walls, thick ones, to protect yourself. But she had a way of slipping past them, not by force, but by simply being herself. She was on her own path, full of questions and discoveries, and all I wanted to do was follow her, to see the world through her eyes.

    Being a sailor changes you, and so does meeting the right woman at the right time. She made me want to be better—not just for her, but for myself. She reminded me that there’s life beyond the edges of my own madness, beyond the hyper-focus and isolation. Together, we’re two travelers, each on our own journey but somehow connected, making the trip a little more meaningful.

    I don’t know how far this road will take us, but I know one thing: she’s worth the trip. And in the end, I hope we’ll both come out of this better for it—her with a little of my wildness, and me with a little of her grounding light.

    After all, even the Mad Hatter deserves a chance to find balance in the madness.

  • Embracing the Next 25 Years at 54: Dreams, Love, and Abundant Joy

    Embracing the Next 25 Years at 54: Dreams, Love, and Abundant Joy

    As I stand at the crossroads of 54, there’s an invigorating sense of anticipation that courses through my veins. The next quarter-century stretches ahead, filled with countless opportunities, dreams waiting to be realized, and experiences ready to be embraced. It’s a remarkable feeling, akin to standing on the cusp of something truly magical.

    One thing that fuels my excitement is the notion of finding a partner to share this incredible journey with. Love, as I’ve come to realize, is like a powerful drug that infuses every aspect of our lives with meaning and vitality. Just as a drug can ignite our senses and make us feel alive, so too can love awaken our hearts and souls. It’s a force that brings out the best in us, inspires us to be better versions of ourselves, and reminds us that life is a beautiful tapestry of shared moments.

    At 54, I wholeheartedly believe that love isn’t a finite resource; it’s an abundant wellspring that flows endlessly. As I look forward to the next 25 years, I’m filled with a hopeful desire to cultivate and nurture love in all its forms. Whether it’s romantic love, the love of friends and family, or even the love we extend to ourselves, there’s an infinite capacity within us to give and receive this precious gift.

    As I ponder the dreams that I hold for the future, I’m reminded of the quote, “The best way to predict the future is to create it.” And create it, I shall. There’s a world of experiences waiting to be discovered, dreams waiting to be chased, and goals waiting to be achieved. These next 25 years are my canvas, and I plan to paint it with the vibrant colors of adventure, growth, and fulfillment.

    Speaking of colors, I can’t help but think about the vibrant hues of health and happiness that I wish for my friends as we journey forward. As we navigate the complexities of life, I hope that each of my friends finds a path paved with good health, boundless joy, and the kind of laughter that lifts the spirit. It’s these cherished relationships that make life truly rich, and I’m excited to continue sharing memories, stories, and laughter with them in the years to come.

    So here’s to the next 25 years—a tapestry woven with dreams, fueled by love, and graced with the presence of dear friends. As I step into this new chapter of life, I’m reminded that age is just a number, but the enthusiasm and zest for life are timeless. Let’s embrace each day with an open heart, a determined spirit, and an unshakeable belief that the best is yet to come.

  • Can the social web be fixed?

    Can the social web be fixed?

    There are two aspects to social web… where your peeps are and features to communicate.

    Where your peeps are

    Social media has been around for quite a long time. Long before Facebook and people have moved from network to network. You follow your friends to the next big thing and hope that most people will join you. When the first iPhones came out there was a social network called iRovr. At the time, Apple was trying to convince developers to create web based apps that would be used with Safari. They tried for a while until they decided to create the App Store and that’s when Social really changed for the online community.

    We had a bunch of new Apps come around for social, like 4Square, Treehouse, and more. The communities were small to begin with and like anything, the cost to maintain the networks became overwhelming and difficult to do. And they have since gone by the waste side.

    But then the mega social media websites battled it out, MySpace and Facebook came on the scene, and Facebook won out with a more consistent look and feel.

    There were plenty of other online communities out there, whether you think of AOL and chat rooms, some dating apps created themselves as a ad hoc social media app as well. And do you even care where your peeps are? Or do you just want to find new peeps?

    Features

    Really it’s all about what it can do. What information can you share? How easy is it for you to use? What features do they offer?

    • Does it have a Web and App interface?
    • Is it offered on both iOS and Android?
    • Can you upload photos from your phone?
    • Does it have built in GIFs to respond to comments?
    • What kind of emojis can you use to respond to posts? Can you just ❤️ a post or have more reactions?
    • How do the comments work?
    • Can you search the network?
    • Is hashtagging a thing?
    • Can you tag your friends?
    • Are there communities within the app?
    • How are the privacy settings?
    • How much scrolling can you do?
    • What is the situation with videos, creating and remixing?

    Given everything we know the new social media offerings of 2023 seem to suggest that change is the only constant we have going on. Some will live and some will die on the vine. Here’s the big media players.

    • Facebook
    • Instagram
    • YouTube
    • X (Maybe) Formerly Twitter
    • Threads
    • Mastodon
    • BlueSky
    • Snapchat
    • TikTok

    What do you use? How do you like to engage the social media landscape?

  • It’s Your Choice

    It’s Your Choice

    You know, I am reading a number of my friends or acquaintances postings online, and I noticed that they tend to be either really great posts or really toxic posts. The truth is it is your choice on how you want to present yourself to the world. And I get it, the world is a really crazy place right now and there are things that make us angry and we want to rant and go online and do it. However, getting angry and trying to get your friends upset with toxic. Bullshit is a horrible thing to do in my opinion. We’re better than that. Let’s talk about making the world a better place and talk about how we’re going to do it instead of a whole bunch of toxic shit that just makes us all upset and ruins our day. We can do better we can be better than we are The some of the things that we write about and what we read about. I know there’s a lot of things that we need to discuss and fix but if it’s done in a spiteful, hateful manner just to cause division, then that really doesn’t help move the world forward let’s do better , it’s your choice.

  • Mastodon

    Mastodon

    I’m loving the more open and friendly space that has been provided by this website.

    You can find me here. I’m @SailorJ at Mastodon.World

    Mastodon
  • Mastodon, the new twitter?

    Mastodon, the new twitter?

    So here we are, getting ready to end 2022, and the place you put your random bullshit was hijacked by Dr Evil, and you’re think, what the fuck do I do now?

    Of course there is the thought, you don’t like it, leave! And that is what so many are doing. I think that we have learned a lot about the definition of free speech lately. If you don’t think Money equals speech, then you skipped out on lesson one.

    He who owns the gold makes the rules

    We live in a world where a small abound of companies own the narrative of what we see and hear. Particularly that’s true when it comes to news. I don’t think that we worry too much about entertainment, but we are concerned about issues like justice and truth. There was a time when our superheroes were reporters. It was noble to be someone who sniffed out a story, because where there is smoke, there is fire.

    Superman and Lois Lane weekly found out about some evil plot and got in trouble then Superman saved the day Where are the Superheroes?

    Freedom in the Federation

    The federation sounds like a Star Trek term. You too can Join the Federation. Follow the Prime Directive, and be ethical in your world. Each instance has its own set of rules, and they are loosely interconnected. It’s amazing when you think about it. You can, with some cost start your own Mastodon server, and own your content 100%. That in itself is a big Fuck You to every other social media platform out there. Personally, I love blogging. I’m into writing, so my blog here is where it’s at, but connections happen in the social media universe.

    I’ve been on Mastodon for a few weeks and I like a lot of what I see. I’m hoping it only gets better, and people continue to show it love and stick with it. It can feel a little complicated. It’s not tik tok or Snapchat. Right now it is missing some features that people would love to have. But I say give it time. It will happen. And maybe App developers will show up with amazing apps as well.

    Who should own social media?

    Software development is a work of art and love. The creator should own it. What we know is that these large networks are comprised of more than just people who write code. It takes a lot of talented programmers and developers to make a network. And as these applications get huge followings, it demands the creation of a Company. And these companies generally go public.

    What Elon Musk did was more than hurt some employee of a once publicly traded company. He also betrayed the trust of the user base. Changing the TOS within an instant. I suppose it goes back to rule number one. This is the risk of handing over your persona and content to someone who owes you nothing and you give everything, you can be obliterated in a blink of an eye. So maybe that’s just too much power for one person to yield, without checks and balances.

    There is no such thing as Free Speech

    There is no such thing as free speech. You are not free from your consequences of your speech. You have Freedom of Speech. There is a difference. See https://www.uscourts.gov/about-federal-courts/educational-resources/about-educational-outreach/activity-resources/what-does

    Social media is an outreach of society. It’s a place where people do come together in the virtual world to come together, celebrate, argue, mourn, inform, discuss, learn, communicate, be entertained, and find love. I don’t know, we probably do a lot more than that. But in the end, we have to own our own boxes, and our own voice. That’s the point, you want Speech, well you just might have to pay for it.